What does a girl do?
Time to get a bit personal..hehe..not exactly the way you have in mind though! 
Surprisingly enough, I find myself in another dilemma so soon! I thought I’ve had enough of those! sigh!
An old schoolmate caught up with me online after a long time… (uh..oh!) So, it’s “long time…no see…” ..yeah..yeah..whatever! And how am I supposed to see him when we are living as far off as what practically constitutes, living in two different countries?! Oh so he reminds me, he was here last weekend! Duh..huh! Am I supposed to keep a tab on his itinerary?! 
Oh…ok.. I know, I am being too harsh! So, I play nice & try and help him out, as he says on his “lookout”.. Christ! what am I, a matchmaker?! 
Well, anyways, anything for a friend…or kinda-friend… So here I go suggesting names and teaching him how to ask for their phone no.s… and the conniving lil’ devil actually steers the conversation to me?! Hullo?! How do I come into the picture?! Anyhow, I fall into the trap I myself laid down! Reassuring him that the gals wont refuse to give their no.s, wasn’t such a good idea, after all! Here I go, playing DUD again! OK… so I gave him my no.. but going by what I taught him, he’ll be a good student and not call up for a few days! What a relief!
Well, frankly, he isn’t such a devil as I have portrayed him to be and giving him my no. was not really such a big deal… But I am kinda not too social these days… (read ANTIsocial.. and no, not in that criminal sort of way!) Just that, I don’t want to risk getting bruised again! At least , not right after getting my heart torn apart( more like kicked! ouch! )…
A part of me does pity the poor guy.. Maybe coz I am not ready to give him( or anyone else, for that matter), a chance to prove me wrong… Not until I am sure that someone would not go kicking at it, would I ever risk my heart again… Till then, a girl can always dream about her knight-in-shining-armour ! 
Oh ya…I am ALL for cliches in matters of the heart..!
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Sunday, 30 September 2007 at 2:17 am
You make me laugh and think at the same time. I’m sitting here, nodding my head in agreement with you, with a big ol’ grin! Too real!!
Sunday, 30 September 2007 at 2:24 am